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Approach My Soul The Mercy Seat

Approach my soul the Mercy Seat
Where Elohim and the illicit meet
There fall before my Judge's feet
Thy promises my only plea,
Oh God.

Send wings to lift the clutch of sin
You who dwell between the cherubim
From war without, and fear within,
relieve the grief from the shoulders of crumbling men

Oh God, pour out your clemency to me
My God oh what striking love to bleed

Fashion this heart in Your alchemy
with the brass to front the devil's perjury
and sure fire grace my Jesus speaks
I must I will I do believe,
Oh God.

Oh God, pour out your clemency to me

My God oh what striking love to bleed.

Based on the Hymn by John Newton, adapted by Jamie Barnes. Listen with a humble heart.

Engagement Photos

I recently got a girl to agree to marry me(man her hair looks good in that pic...! especially juxtaposed with my nasty self). We didn't think we'd get engagement pictures because of money issues, but one of our friends, Joanna Miller volunteered to snap pictures on her fancy camera for free. She did a good job. I'm thankful for her taking the time to capture some photons.some of my fav's:

Oh! And Kenny and Kristin (Smith) had the opportunity to get a wicked awesome photographer, Juan Maclean, who is also my favorite person to drink Elector with. Check out their teaser photos here!

That Temporary Engagement*

May Christ get the glory as we say goodbye to our childish ways.

*the blog title is a tribute to this book.

xkcd

Having worked in the HEP lab, I've been exposed to a substantial amount of webcomics and videos and the like. Most highly respected of these is xkcd. It's proven itself worthy to stay on my google tiled top sites homepage even. You can find most answers you're looking for about the artist at http://xkcd.com/about/ such as what his favorite astronomical entity is. He also hosts a picture gallery of people on roller coasters playing chess inspired by this comic. A recent comic win:

1 year

"Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;
but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised. (Proverbs 31:30)"

I picked this verse because I don't use cliche verses often, so when I do, I mean it.

I adore this girl. She's more beautiful with each day.

The Particle Zoo

On the 10/30/09 colloquium talk at the University of Louisville, Heidi Schellman came discussing her research on the Higgs particle at Fermilab. I had the privilege to eat lunch with her at the Speed Art museum with a group of students and faculty, as well as listen to her talk about particle physics at SPS and talk on her research at the colloquium.

Then opening her treasures, she offered us gifts of many flavors (see Matthew 2:11). Bearing gifts, meaning she brought in products from the particle zoo, a self-proclaimed "sweatshop of one" dedicated to making plush particle confections. Below is the dark matter being presented in a display of the piping at CERN.

A description of the Higgs on the particle zoo:

The Higgs Boson is the theoretical particle of the Higgs mechanism, which physicists believe will reveal how all matter in the universe get its mass. Many scientists hope that the Large Hadron Collider in Geneva, Switzerland will detect the elusive Higgs Boson when it begins colliding particles at 99.99% the speed of light. Wool felt with gravel fill for maximum mass. $9.75 plus shipping.

my lab website

Enjoy my HEP(high energy physics) lab website ... complete with contact information, tutorials and kitty cats. Oh and sorry ... no high energy physics just yet. BUT WAIT! THERE'S MORE! (Dr. B reference), I'll be sure to get up some high energy things before too long. I know you're all waiting very patiently.

Sufjan Stevens is the one I love

"All good naysayers" is a great site for tracking anything sufjan related. They didn't have much to say for a while due to sufjan's ability to avoid the limelight, but alas, he's on tour again and performing new songs along with the BQE, which releases next tuesday, October 20th, 2009. It's a must have, and a great present for good friends who love sufjan.

The One I Love from: All the Way from Michigan Not Mars from factory twenty five on Vimeo.

Designated Deriver

So with the help of jarboe and tyler deeb this is what will be going on the math tee shirt. I was pleased with it. Jarboe and I drew on a chalkboard and then Tyler edited it. Ever since I bought this interstates shirt, I have continually enjoyed and appreciated the aesthetic of words being too long to fit on one line. Tyler is great at this. It'll be cool to represent the math department, while appreciating the shirt. i.e. it'll be cool to be in denial about being a nerd.

10 Months

7 MONTHS

39 days

Life's busy, but I can at least come here to tell you that Christ has blessed me...

how inscrutable are His ways.

the Truth has set me free

Christ has done a good work in me, of which he will finish.

nostalgia

mugged!

Okay so I just got hit with a broomstick and punched in the face by some gang of kids whilst riding my bike to UofL. I got away! Man the Lord is good!

entrepreneurial conditions take us to glory

This blog post exists to express what plans I wish to carry out in the coming years of my life as a professional student, a member of a local church, a cg leader and above all other identities, a disciple of the Lord Jesus Christ; in light of the gospel and these passages:

"The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps. (Proverbs 16:9)"
"For the Lord of hosts has purposed, and who will annul it? His hand is stretched out, and who will turn it back? (Isaiah 14:27)"
"The Lord brings the counsel of the nations to nothing; he frustrates the plans of the peoples. 11 The counsel of the Lord stands forever,the plans of his heart to all generations. (Psalm 33:10-11)"
8 For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, 9 not a result of works, so that no one may boast. 10 For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them. (Ephesians 2:8-10)


My thoughts turn towards these things:
Community Group
REU (Research Experience for Undergrads)
earning a PhD in Physics (OSU?)
moving cities, thus leaving Sojourn
Veritas Community Church, i.e. The Nyes

Thinking towards my future is both exciting and frustrating. I have a trepidation concerning how a career in physics might steer my life; being woven into academia while representing the supremacy of Christ, that He is Lord of all, and still finding value in an occupation. I find great comfort in the truth that Christ is venerated even through seemingly menial tasks, and all things considered I think I will find great fulfillment and joy in the world of academia.
I will be applying to some REU's this coming summer 09. I will most likely be gone for 10 weeks researching and working in a lab and living in a foreign city on a University Campus. This is good for experience but looks phenomenal on a resume for grad school. And if I can manage to get into OSU's REU then I can be recognized within the department prior to going there (or decide against it as my school of choice). The Lord is Sovereign.

I wanna get a PhD. I'm not sure what that's going to look like....I'm mainly just thinking it's going to be really hard...and that's my thought on that. It will look more and more tangible as I'm picking grad schools and furthering my knowledge of what I want to study.

Aside from my plans to further my education, I have a desire to be the church scattered, in North America. This mainly stems from seeing so many of my peers leaving Sojourn to advance the gospel in church planting. The Nyes in Columbus are consistently on my mind when I'm asked what I want to do when I go to grad school. But along with this desire to help church plant, I have a coupled sense of fear that moving cities will be accompanied by a lack of companionship with a woman. This fear is not merited for a man of my youth, but I hope I just won't be so lonely when I leave. Oh and I strongly wish to multiply, i.e. procreate. The Lord is Sovereign.


Take us to glory (that is God, not entrepreneurial conditions)...I think about it now...




I apologize but, it would be anticlimactic for my newest blog not to allude to a Sufjan Stevens song.

free offer of the gospel

"God not only delights in the penitent but is also moved by the riches of his goodness and mercy to desire the repentance and salvation of the impenitent and reprobate."

I am convinced this is true.

Are We Innocent? Acts 18:5-11

"5 When Silas and Timothy arrived from Macedonia, Paul was occupied with the word, testifying to the Jews that the Christ was Jesus. 6 And when they opposed and reviled him, he shook out his garments and said to them, “Your blood be on your own heads! I am innocent. From now on I will go to the Gentiles.” 7 And he left there and went to the house of a man named Titius Justus, a worshiper of God. His house was next door to the synagogue. 8 Crispus, the ruler of the synagogue, believed in the Lord, together with his entire household. And many of the Corinthians hearing Paul believed and were baptized. 9 And the Lord said to Paul one night in a vision, “Do not be afraid, but go on speaking and do not be silent, 10 for I am with you, and no one will attack you to harm you, for I have many in this city who are my people.” 11 And he stayed a year and six months, teaching the word of God among them. (Acts 18:5-11)"

Here I am again in Acts, and again it sparks multiple arenas of thought. I mean, firstly I look at this text and I it shows me a couple things that I presuppose going into any text I read.
A. Paul isn't impeccable. I like to see him in my mind (and many other biblical figures) as a perfect man, but he's a sinner, for "I[Christ] have come to call not those who think they are righteous, but those who know they are sinners. (Mark 2:17) " Christ called Paul, but he knows he's a sinner.
B. I judge Paul and feel as if his actions weren't up to par with the gospel. I mean, preaching to Jews and giving up on them and claiming that he is innocent? It's a weighty claim, but he does so in boldness. I love that about Paul. He says things and means them. When we were doing Romans 1 at Sojourn, we read Paul claims, "9 For God is my witness, whom I serve with my spirit in the gospel of his Son, that without ceasing I mention you 10 always in my prayers, asking that somehow by God's will I may now at last succeed in coming to you. (Romans 9-10)" Without ceasing? Even in hyperbole I would feel uncomfortable writing that about my own church.

But as I am looking at my own realm of people I am attempting to proclaim the gospel to, I ask myself, am I innocent of their blood? Do they hear and their hearts become hardened, or am I just lacking the simple effort that it takes to speak to them on behalf of Christ? I love people, and if I really love them, I'll be real with them. Forgive me for being so fake.

I went outside last night in the freezing weather and watched the total lunar eclipse. I got to a part in the middle of my suburban neighborhood where there was a great distance between me and houses on either sides of me. From this position the vast expanse above stretched a great deal in all directions without much hindering me from seeing as much as I wanted. It's pretty hard to see stars usually but I had luck with last night and I couldn't see any clouds. The Lunar eclipse reminded me of how, the older I get, the more fascinating everything seems to be. Years ago, I could have cared less that the earth was blotting out the moon, but last night it was awesome.

I'm in love...

with a song about a bird and I don't know what to do.



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